MyCenterofWealth

Dear me,

I see you.
Yes, you, I see YOU!

I see how hard you’re trying to put yourself together— fixing this, adjusting that, tightening your life so you can finally feel… enough.

You tell yourself,
“Let me just get this part right first.”
“Let me be more disciplined.”
“Let me be more consistent.”
“Let me stop making these mistakes.”

Then maybe you’ll be worthy of that dream.

I see you delaying your own life.

You silence your ideas because you’re not “ready.”
You hold back your voice because you’re not “perfect.”
You shrink your desires because they feel too big for “someone like you.”

You want to show up correct.
Polished. Certain. Put together.

Because somewhere inside, you believe:
“If I’m not correct, I’m not worthy.”

So, you wait.

Wait to heal completely.
Wait to understand everything.
Wait to stop being inconsistent.
Wait to become that version of you that has it all figured out.

Meanwhile… your dreams are waiting on you.

But listen—
you’ve been measuring worth with the wrong scale.

You are worthy—full stop.

Not because you finally got disciplined.
Not because you prayed enough.
Not because you fixed your habits.
Not because you stopped being “that version” of yourself.

Even now—
in your confusion,
in your inconsistency,
in your messy middle—

you are still worthy.

I know you struggle with this part.

Accepting that you are worthy of the sacrifice.
Worthy to be saved.
Worthy to actually use the access you’ve been given.

Because you feel like you must come correct.
At least to a certain level.
At least try small.

But no—
you don’t need to have it all figured out.

Come with your questions.
Come with your doubts.
Come with your “I don’t even know what I’m doing.”

Yes—even with your confused self.

Because this was never about your performance.

It has always been about Him—
what He finished,
what He won,
what He already settled.

You didn’t qualify yourself.
He did.

You didn’t choose yourself.
He did.

And He didn’t choose a perfect version of you—
He chose you as you are.

So why are you still trying to upgrade yourself before you accept what’s already yours?

You have always been qualified.
Always.

Your dreams are valid.
Your desires are not too much.
You are not disqualified.

That table you keep thinking you need to earn your way to?

It has your name on it already.

Reserved.
Not pending approval.
Not “once you get better.”
Already yours.

So stop standing outside, adjusting your outfit,
waiting to be “correct.”

Enter like you belong there—because you do.

Rise—even in your mess.
Not after it. With it.

And come sit.

Love Always,
Your Highest Self
Waiting for you at the table.